urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops Fetish Fiends Fetish Fiends 2006-06-27T03:54:37Z urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:56488 2006-06-26T23:53:00 2006-06-27T03:54:37Z 2006-06-27T03:54:37Z <br><br /><center><a href="http://www.gothic-idols.com"><img src="http://www.gothic-idols.com/themes/7dana-round/images/logo.jpg"></a><br>The newest in<a href="http://www.gothic-idols.com"> Hot Gothic </a>forums, galleries ratings and more!!<br></center> urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:56280 2005-06-03T11:49:00 2005-06-03T16:09:10Z 2005-06-03T16:09:10Z <a href="http://www.deadjournal.com/community/add_me_alt"><img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y295/Add_Me_Alt/6df08e92.gif"></a><br />click the image to get there! urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:55930 2005-03-14T01:12:00 2005-03-14T07:12:48Z 2005-03-14T07:12:48Z are u tired of joining communities only to find they're dead or let in any 14 yr old loser? if so pleeze leave a comment on my journal. i'm fed up with gay dj communities and trying to find ppl interested in joining one more appropriate for their age and interests.<br />-jade urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:55718 2005-02-13T14:55:00 2005-02-13T20:36:19Z 2005-02-13T20:36:19Z I honestly don't know where this came from. I was sitting here, about to somewhat introduce myself to the newest community I joined, when my fingers started moving and the following came out. Enjoy... <br /><br />Escape my mind<br />Escape this place<br />The darkness which<br />I can't erase<br />Escape the future<br />The present and past<br />Escape the things<br />I know can't last<br />Eternal damning<br />The time to die<br />Escape the longing<br />The need to cry<br />Escape the pain,<br />The shadows of doubt<br />But above that all<br />Escape thyself. urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:55241 2004-08-11T02:06:00 2004-08-11T06:06:41Z 2004-08-11T06:06:41Z <font color="white">~I stand alone<br /><br />Darkness surrounding my imagination with a devil's grip...<br />barb wire across my body, refusing to let me express myself....<br />broken ribs...broken fingers....broken soul...<br /><br />I’m alone.... <br /><br />lost, and torn from reality..<br />my words of passion and hatred scattered across my mind making me incomplete...<br />the laws of the universe inside my head, upside down, turned around, and swirled...<br />it's difficult to wait for an inspiration...when it's hiding in front of ur eyes, cloaked with questions...<br />it's obvious my soul is disturbed with life's pleasures...and sin'd with life's hatred...<br />here i am expecting a little to much from myself...and here i am,<br />with scars on my heart....and scars across my skin...i'm confused.....as<br /><br />i stand alone...<br /><br />on the verge of destruction...i'm the only one that's able to stop it......but do i want to?<br />around me are questions, with tearing eyes from the answers that hurt to be heard..and to be spoken...<br />with an illusion of pain surrounding my mind making me addicted to something that i abuse so gracfully..<br />an illusion of darkness surrounding my heart making the pain hurt like it's real when it's already been forgotten..<br />seeing with hurtfull eyes, speaking with hurtful words...and being...with myself...so hurtful...<br /><br />i stand alone...<br /><br />alter egos mythicaly controlin' my sanity into believing that i was ever sane...<br />a river of black, insanity, flowing into my head...an explosion from a volcano of hatred...<br />poetry expressing my delusional feelings that are by themselves illusions of their own<br />with walls closing in on me..<br /><br />i stand alone...<br /><br />with darkness engulfing my soul...<br /><br />i stand alone...<br /><br />with hell's blessings...and heaven's sins...i stand alone....<br />with a different thought from the rest...and an acting rebelious to others.....<br /><br />i stand alone...<br /><br />The wind settles softly upon my brow.<br />Its sweet aroma set senses to prow.<br />Alas, undecided....I am alone<br /><br />I am alone....<br /><br />Ah, the heart pumps thousands of quartz per day<br />Its soothing beat releases vibes to sway.<br />Alas, its aura, in vain, sends vibes in lone.<br /><br />Lone I stand...<br /><br />Precious pride overcoming the conscience<br />To take hold of its life and unconscience<br />Ancient lea shout your confessions of land!<br /><br />Lone stands I...<br /><br />O'! Emotions flooding, in full, my sight.<br />Its flavor so sweet, yet bitter its bite.<br />Tears rush as the gentle wind flows by eye.<br /><br />still....<br /><br />I stand alone...<br /><br />By Freak…</font> urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:55031 2004-06-04T00:26:00 2004-06-04T07:24:52Z 2004-06-04T07:24:52Z <center>Hey everyone!! Its been forever & a day huh?? Well Im just on here for a few since Im broke & can't go out anymore. . .lol well until I join the working class again. Hence the reason im here.<br /><br />I have a favor to ask you all. . . .I signed up for this survey thingy a while back prolly 6 months ago. . . yeah yeah I know. . .surveys that pay yeah right. . . only if you make $100.00 THEN they send you a check. . .<br /><br />Actually this one pays. . .not much. . .$3.00 per survey but you can cash out whenever you want & they will send you a $3.00 check. . .HAHA unless you wait for it to grow. The only down part is there arent that many surveys. . .ive done about 6 or 7 but I got paid everytime. . .& they take like a minute to do. . . but If you guys sign up & take surveys. . .I get a little commision (nothing comes out of your $$$)<br /><br />Just check it out. . .Humor me. . .lol<br /><br /><hr><br />Here's my Hook Line<br /><hr><br /><br />I recently registered to be a member of SurveySavvy.com to participate in surveys online. <br />If you join, you can get paid when you participate in surveys. When you refer friends, you will get paid for their participation and their friends' participation. They pay cash! Check out the Earnings Calculator in the Refer Friends section: <a href="http://www.surveysavvy.com/index.cfm?fa=referrals.calculator&amp;id=1007024">http://www.surveysavvy.com/index.cfm?fa=r<wbr />eferrals.calculator&id=1007024</a><br /><br />Go to </center> urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:54649 2004-05-06T17:13:00 2004-05-06T21:35:24Z 2004-05-06T21:35:24Z 'and girl, I'm not just playing hard to get, I am impossible to get,';)<a href="http://www.deadjournal.com/users/beautifulsmooth">http://www.deadjournal.com/users/b<wbr />eautifulsmooth</a> urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:54360 2004-04-15T17:52:00 2004-04-15T21:52:40Z 2004-04-15T21:52:40Z Sweet dreams are made of me. urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:54142 2004-04-13T14:23:00 2004-04-13T18:24:06Z 2004-04-13T18:24:06Z after I won the nobel peace prize, I took a piss on it and gave it to bin Laden to piss on too... urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:53948 2004-04-11T22:54:00 2004-04-12T02:55:31Z 2004-04-12T02:55:31Z Children of the Revolution <br />Your fascist ways will never censor my every word... <br />And I promise you this, one of these days, I will be heard. <br />You'll say I'm just another immature teenage fuck up... <br />But unfortunately for you, I'm never gonna shut up. <br />Now why the fuck can't we all just get together and change these ways? <br />I'm sick of the world making me live these pointless days. <br />A little unity is all I'm asking for... <br />Cause nothing in this life seems right anymore. <br />Getting worse and worse every single day... <br />Society's never gonna understand what I say... <br />And society, I'll be glad to see everyone of you fake, ignorant, *cut for reasons* people die... <br />To society, this is my goodbye. <br />And the ones who truly care will unite... <br />And united, we will fight. <br />Now who's my foe, and who's my friend? <br />This is one war they'll never end. <br />I'll be here until the day I die, speaking my mind... <br />Hoping for a change in this society that's brainwashed blind. <br />Society, why can't you open your God damn eyes?<br /> I tried, but I'm giving up on trying to make you understand these hopeless cries. <br />I never wanted to fight... <br />But this time I know that I am right. <br />And you've left the thinking(/caring) mind with only one solution... <br />A good old fashioned, pro-life revolution. <br />Now society, get the fuck out of my way... <br />I'm outcasting myself today. <br />If there is a God, I know He'd have my back... <br />Time to get humanity back on track. <br />The ones who care are gonna unite... <br />And united, we will fight. urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:53752 2004-04-11T22:49:00 2004-04-12T02:49:56Z 2004-04-12T02:49:56Z Children of the Revolution <br />Your fascist ways will never censor my every word... <br />And I promise you this, one of these days, I will be heard. <br />You'll say I'm just another immature teenage fuck up... <br />But unfortunately for you, I'm never gonna shut up. <br />Now why the fuck can't we all just get together and change these ways? <br />I'm sick of the world making me live these pointless days. <br />A little unity is all I'm asking for... <br />Cause nothing in this life seems right anymore. <br />Getting worse and worse every single day... <br />Society's never gonna understand what I say... <br />And society, I'll be glad to see everyone of you fake, ignorant, *cut for reasons* people die... <br />To society, this is my goodbye. <br />And the ones who truly care will unite... <br />And united, we will fight. <br />Now who's my foe, and who's my friend? <br />This is one war they'll never end. <br />I'll be here until the day I die, speaking my mind... <br />Hoping for a change in this society that's brainwashed blind. <br />Society, why can't you open your God damn eyes?<br /> I tried, but I'm giving up on trying to make you understand these hopeless cries. <br />I never wanted to fight... <br />But this time I know that I am right. <br />And you've left the thinking(/caring) mind with only one solution... <br />A good old fashioned, pro-life revolution. <br />Now society, get the fuck out of my way... <br />I'm outcasting myself today. <br />If there is a God, I know He'd have my back... <br />Time to get humanity back on track. <br />The ones who care are gonna unite... <br />And united, we will fight. urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:53480 2004-04-11T19:05:00 2004-04-11T23:06:58Z 2004-04-11T23:06:58Z “Beyond”<br />Black, outshadowed in silent waves...<br />Becomes death, silver river of graves.<br />Serpent’s eye, spits the fire...<br />Crucifies the liar.<br />Heaven’s fall, revelation, Lucifer’s lips...<br />Controlling, enslaving, acid rain drips.<br />Meteorites of glistening flames...<br />Chaos, confusion, ignorance blames.<br />Streak of infinity, lost in space...<br />Adam and Eve poisoned this place.<br /><br />Glits and glamour, sparkles and stars...<br />Yes 2 Kia and buy their cars.<br />Parallel to nothing, one way road...<br />No control, demons glowed.<br />Shot of adrenaline, somersaulted around...<br />New world, as King he was crowned.<br />Glimmer of light, lying in bed...<br />100 percent correct they said.<br /><br />Brain eyes in disguise...<br />What’s left of the wise.<br />Cords injected into their veins...<br />Stealing their brains.<br />Journey to the end...<br />Could not mend.<br />Deepest depths, beyond reality...<br />Snakes swallowing humanity.<br />Monstrous balls of fire, emeralds, and gems...<br />The good seedling away from the evil stems.<br /><br />War, starts the smile...<br />Happy soldiers they pile.<br />Fight to die, black...<br />Splitting the crack.<br /><br />Exterminated for the good of mankind...<br />Folded the blind.<br />Playing the strings...<br />The boy still sings.<br />Earth’s an eyeball...<br />Pitch black hall.<br />Total unknown...<br />Beaten moan.<br />Smirk, glance, everything...<br />Gifts they bring.<br />No dragon tonight...<br />Spiritual light.<br />Mind’s a battery...<br />Given to me.<br />Caught in the winds, will not move...<br />Trapped, nothing left to prove.<br />Electric light, extinguished...<br />Not as you wished.<br /><br />Chameleon blends with all...<br />Always on the ball.<br />Mechanical robots...<br />Connecting the dots.<br />Pinpointing the end...<br />No goal to defend.<br /><br />Empty head, falling forward...<br />Hissing coming toward.<br />Plunge through the tunnel...<br />Sit back, look, hello hell.<br />Engulfed, tortured, for eternity...<br />Never listened to purity.<br /><br />Blind dead portrait...<br />Crippled flowers never met.<br />Caught up-stream...<br />Lost the dream.<br />Twirling in the breeze...<br />Mind stopped to freeze. urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:53100 2004-04-08T00:53:00 2004-04-08T07:54:08Z 2004-04-08T07:54:08Z <a href="http://www.cyber-perversions.com">Cyber-Perversions</a> is pleased to present our new featured model, the lovely Promise.. Check under the cut for her pix, and check out the site for more!!<br /><br />We're also looking for reviewers, articles by any of y'all on anything.. whatev!! And always on the prowl for new models.. check the site for the new contributers section for info on that as well!! If you have art, a band, whatever, there's a place for you at Cyber-Perversions.com!!<br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><img src="http://photos.mossgreen.net/html/upload/blackling21.jpg"><br><img src="http://photos.mossgreen.net/html/upload/promisegen25.jpg"><br><img src="http://photos.mossgreen.net/html/upload/redling03.jpg"> urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:52736 2004-04-04T05:29:00 2004-04-04T09:30:21Z 2004-04-04T09:30:21Z 'Stranger' <br />Heartbeats, drop into the whirlpool... <br />Baby’s blood drool. <br />Swirling head taken to the kings... <br />Magical hands, bearing gifts and wings. <br />Silky soft touch... <br />Sawing away your crutch. <br />Tension builds as I pass thee by... <br />Guided missile dropping from the sky. <br />Splitting seams propel... <br />Dead decaying smell. <br />Lava trickles down... <br />Happy is the frown. <br />Deranged, because of you... <br />One and one is two. <br />What you give, is what you get... <br />Nothing yet. <br />Blood lusting fangs eat... <br />Billions in burger cow meat. <br />Media makes it happen again... <br />Who? What? Why? When? <br />The people lose touch... <br />It hurts too much. <br />Barrel over the falls... <br />To his freedom he crawls. <br />Mad, crazy, fucked in the head... <br />Wishing he was dead. <br />Now he just says anything... <br />Nothingness I bring. <br />Pillows and daisies... <br />Fakes and crazies. <br />Light me... <br />Fuse eternity. <br />Burn baby, burn... <br />My turn. <br />Dropping so nice... <br />Cheese ate the mice. <br />Choo choo train... <br />Am I the only sane? <br />Catapulted into the dark... <br />Did the angels hark? <br />So high above... <br />In me, you have to love. <br />Sit beside me... <br />Be my fantasy. <br />Feel me all the way into you... <br />Smile, for I am the who. <br />Finger slid across your cheek... <br />Giving strength to the weak. <br />Door opens, I seduce... <br />Won’t call a truce. <br />I’m gonna make you pay for your sins... <br />Beat them into your self ruins. <br />Look at what you’ve taken.... <br />I’m not breakin. <br />Eternal force... <br />Nobodies endorse. <br />Metal grinds... <br />Nobody finds. <br />But me... <br />Honestly. <br />Believe, you stupid shit... <br />Fight, shoot, kill, and hit. <br />Violence bred... <br />Everybody’s dead. <br />But me... <br />Honestly. <br />Smile says, “Go to hell.” <br />Remember that day he fell? <br />Nah, not too well... Then you’ll see in hell. <br />Burning, sweating, screaming, trying to get away... <br />On December 31st, 1999, the ‘world’ ended that day. <br />Clap it up, give me a hug... <br />I control the drug. <br />Amber waves of grain... <br />Society is insane. <br />Hovering above the product... <br />At his dick, you sucked. <br />Whore, get away... <br />Knelt, they pray. <br />Your prayers are your sins... <br />I am the one who always wins. <br />Fetus cord cut, into Satan’s hands... <br />Too many bands. <br />No action, no reaction... <br />Divide the fraction. <br />Multiply yourself times zero... <br />Knocked out, K.O. <br />You’re my puppet Kermit... <br />I know you’re a stupid piece of shit. <br />I’ll pull your strings... <br />I’ll give her, her own set of wings. <br />We’ll finally understand... <br />Castle brought about by sand. <br />Tiny ink dot develops a word... <br />Egg hatched, an end smells the bird. <br />People, below the animals... <br />Unbelievable lone star tolls. <br />Bells chime... <br />End of humans time. <br />Tick tock... <br />12 o’clock. <br />Total darkness explodes...<br />Empty cars left on the roads.<br />Closed eyes... <br />Ignorance cries. <br />Wishing for an end... <br />God, as a friend?<br />Swirling brain, drums around... <br />Once lost, but now am found. <br />At you, I am eating away... <br />Every word I say. <br />Making your belief... <br />Robin Hood wasn’t a thief. <br />There is hope, within one... <br />He is your living son. <br />Kneel before, look into me...<br />I am your eternity. <br />Miserable planets circle...<br />Donating hell. <br />Star’s a risin... <br />No moon on the horizon. <br />Total darkness, everything’s black... <br />No, Satan took control of you...<br />And I am the who? <br />Passed away... <br />Gonna die again today. <br />Holding heaven in my arms... <br />Factories replaced the farms. <br />Atmosphere won’t agree... <br />Seven years is nothing to eternity. <br />You will feel my pain... <br />Made me go in sane. <br />Couldn’t just let me be... <br />Lost my little Kailey. <br />Sitting, not knowing... <br />Greatness is growing. <br />Name in your head... <br />Left alone in bed. <br />No sympathy for your kind... <br />Feel my pain, hell burns the blind. <br />Gigantic space, universes unexplored... <br />It’s nothing, played the right cord. <br />Dangling from their strings... <br />Rejoicing truth still sings. <br />The boy always knew... <br />Diamond tear of blue. <br />Under the covers he hid... <br />Soon to be the top of the pyramid. <br />Puzzled your narrow mind... <br />He never really whined. <br />Spoke what was right... <br />Bubble popped, by the undying light. urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:52545 2004-03-25T11:38:00 2004-03-25T19:39:27Z 2004-03-25T19:39:27Z Merry Night of the Crimson Thirst, y'all!!<br /><br />been doing massive updates to<a href="http://www.cyber-perversions.com"> Cyber-Perversions</a> including a dozen or so new girls added to the models section, about 85 new galleries on the galleries section, new forums, new live chat, aaaaaand new articles, reviews etc...<br /><br />also added a contributers section, so if you write, create artwork, have a band, whatev, check that out as well if you want to add your stuff to us!!<br /><br />what, want to see some of the hotness now? OK!! <a name="cutid1"></a> Visit the site for the full sized versions and more!!<br><a href="http://www.cyber-perversions.com"><img src="http://photos.mossgreen.net/html/upload/gemmyc.jpg"></a> !!<br><a href="http://www.cyber-perversions.com"><img src="http://photos.mossgreen.net/html/upload/shadowjen.jpg"></a>!!<br><a href="http://www.cyber-perversions.com"><img src="http://photos.mossgreen.net/html/upload/cassidey021.jpg"></a> urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:52479 2004-03-22T18:06:00 2004-03-22T23:06:34Z 2004-03-22T23:06:34Z (a hermit is hiding inside his shack in the winter woods, shivering, but he's afraid to go out, too paranoid...)<br /><br />and as the snow turns to rain...<br />his television comes on...<br />'oh my god people! it's the end of the world!'<br />as meteors are falling to the ground...<br />the people are running and screaming... urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:52025 2004-03-15T00:48:00 2004-03-15T05:49:19Z 2004-03-15T05:49:19Z mimeofjesus: there was good news for america tonight<br />canada_bananana: ?<br />mimeofjesus: you know jesse ventura, right?<br />mimeofjesus: the wrestler that was governor of minnesota...<br />mimeofjesus: anyway...tonight they had wrestlemania and donald trump was there...<br />mimeofjesus: and jesse said he's going to run for president in 2008, with donald trump backing him 100 percent with his money...<br />mimeofjesus: then and only then will i say god bless america... urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:51895 2004-03-12T00:18:00 2004-03-12T08:19:13Z 2004-03-12T08:19:13Z <a href="www.deadjournal.com/~bound_n_gagged"><img src="http://img25.photobucket.com/albums/v76/chaos6669/misc%20stuff/comm%20shit/BNG81.gif"></a><br /><br /><span class='ljuser' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://bound-n-gagged.deadjournal.com/profile'><img src='http://piktures.deadjournal.com/community.gif' alt='[info]' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0;' /></a><a href='http://bound-n-gagged.deadjournal.com/'><b>bound_n_gagged</b></a></span><br /><br />For the serious sub/dom. <br /><br />Are you ready to be liberated? urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:51676 2004-03-12T00:23:00 2004-03-12T05:24:16Z 2004-03-12T05:24:16Z reality trip: get rich and you'll be happy<br />reality trip: that's my advice of the day for everyone<br />hap pys hireb um: good advice urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:51362 2004-03-05T17:07:00 2004-03-05T22:07:39Z 2004-03-05T22:07:39Z as I sell my products on the commercials of the channels that i own...and i own every channel urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:51117 2004-03-03T13:47:00 2004-03-03T18:48:09Z 2004-03-03T18:48:09Z we're goin through changes... urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:50883 2004-03-02T06:39:00 2004-03-02T14:40:08Z 2004-03-02T14:40:08Z May i suggest to those of you who dont already know about this site www.hotgoth.net to check it out! there are some seckysy people on there ^^' &lt;3 meg urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:50600 2004-03-01T16:04:00 2004-03-01T21:19:40Z 2004-03-02T04:01:37Z Hey Im new to this site. Here are some pictures of me. And a little intro about myself<br /><a name="cutid1"></a><center><img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-2/111603/Im003152.jpg" width="1600" height="1200"><br><font size="1" face="verdana">Image Hosted By<br><a href="http://www.villagephotos.com">VillagePhotos.com</a></font></center><br /><center><img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-2/111603/Im003151.jpg" width="1600" height="1200"><br><font size="1" face="verdana">Image Hosted By<br><a href="http://www.villagephotos.com">VillagePhotos.com</a></font></center><br /><center><img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-2/111603/Im003149.jpg" width="962" height="1362"><br><font size="1" face="verdana">Image Hosted By<br><a href="http://www.villagephotos.com">VillagePhotos.com</a></font></center><br /><center><img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-2/111603/CTYXA-Im002334.jpg" width="398" height="600"><br><font size="1" face="verdana">Image Hosted By<br><a href="http://www.villagephotos.com">VillagePhotos.com</a></font></center><br /><center><img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-2/111603/Im002333.jpg" width="1280" height="853"><br><font size="1" face="verdana">Image Hosted By<br><a href="http://www.villagephotos.com">VillagePhotos.com</a></font></center><br /><center><img src="http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-2/111603/PXEGK-Im002331.jpg" width="600" height="399"><br><font size="1" face="verdana">Image Hosted By<br><a href="http://www.villagephotos.com">VillagePhotos.com</a></font></center> <br /><br />Name: Jenn<br />Nickname: Star, Tiny Dancer, Bunny, <br />Age: 16<br />D.O.B: 8-23-87 <br />Location: Florida<br />Heritage: Italian, French, Irish and a little German <br />Religion: Wiccan<br />Eye Color: Brown <br />Hair Color: Black <br />Height: 5'6<br />Weight: 117lbs <br />What body features do you like the best about yourself? Eyes, hair, <br />What about the least: Boobs(They arent big enough)<br />Things you are obsessed with: Writing, Sex, Reading, Blood, Biting, Cuting.<br />What is your favorite thing to read? Horror Novels <br />What is your favorite thing to watch? Anything on Nick<br />What does your username mean? Im cool...<br />What does your nickname mean? Many things to several people <br />What are 3 bands you couldnt live without? Cradle Of Filth,Marilyn Manson,Lacuna Coil <br />What 3 bands do you really hate? N'sync, Backstreet Boys, MorissonPoe<br />All time favorite song: Her ghost in the fog-Cradle of Filth<br />Who is your best friend? Joey/Cynthia and some others <br />Why? They're always there when i need them..<br />Are you single? No. <br />If not then why do you love him or her? Many reasons. <br /><br />+-Your Views On-+ <br /><br />Gays: Im bi!!! <br />Racism: hehe. <br />Love: Awesome <br />Hate: Common <br />Life: Shitty <br />Death: Release <br />Drinking: Escape <br />Drugs: Fun <br />Abortion: Good <br />Self-Mutilation: Ok<br />Sex: Amazing!!!! urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:50253 2004-03-01T01:31:00 2004-03-01T06:32:24Z 2004-03-01T06:32:24Z your secret admirer- I want you, I want your every part... I want to taste you, I want to steal your heart... I want to lick you and feel all over you... I want to hold you... I want to hold you close... I want to write a poem... I want to mean it... I don't know who this is to... I follow you, I stalk you... I see your every move... as I watch you... I imagine... our bodies... I kiss you, I slip my hand down your side... to your pants... under them... I hold your ass... I squeeze... I... swallow... as I see you... I lift my hands up your side... and take off your shirt... as you feel me... I wonder what to do... I look into your eyes... I wonder what you see... I feel you, I feel your body... against mine... your tits, pressed up against me... you moan... we're like animals... I lower you to the floor... you help me take off my pants... I take off yours... your head snaps back... orgasm... I see your panties, they make me want you more... I slide them down... my shirt comes off... our chests together... lying on the floor... I slide my dick inside of you... as you hurt... I push it in... and I pull it out... I see your face... I touch it... I hold it... I go in again... as... we fuck... do I smile... inside of you... pushing in... virgin... up and down... my hands hold the floor... and I go in... and out... do you want this fast, do you want this slow... as our bodies... fuck... I cum... and... Jesus Christ... urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:bloodylollipops:50033 2004-02-24T01:54:00 2004-02-24T09:53:29Z 2004-02-24T09:53:29Z hello im new to this community. My name is Desiree my interests include bondage and S&m.im a massocist yes well if by any chance you find me interesting you can add me<br /><br />Love and pain,<br /> <br /> Desiree<br /><br /><br />"pain is the only thing that lets you know your still alive"